Chloogling

( Supernatural vid, Season 4 spoilers. Very awesome. )

If I had trouble sleeping before...

Evil!Sam is apparently my Freddie Krueger.

STAY OUT OF MY DREAMS, BOY KING!

Life. Sucks. At least it sucks right now.

I fail at RP. I fail at RL. In general, I fail.

Expecting Smallville to fail too, so I'm not watching when the new season starts.

I apologize, really, because I know I shouldn't be typing anything right now due to certain things. Just...don't ask.

On the bright side, I can at least say I've done something semi-productive in the past week. I've finally put all Ruby related prompt responses in one spot at insanejournal, here if you're interested. Right now, I think I'm really bad at her, but I'm trying. I'm trying really friggin hard and I think I've at least gotten better since I started. At least there's that.

I'm just tired, guys. I feel like crap about everything. Seriously, you can totally ignore me. It'll go away eventually.

And what the fudge is up, cable company! Stop changing the channels around!

( OMG SUPERNATURAL VID )

Okay, when I was without internet at home, I made a few trips to my mother's, doing minor things and such. One of those minor things? Taking my frustrations out on my poor little Ruby muse, at least the blonde one. IDK, it was fun and I don't use the blondie for much.

Well, she demanded payback and I saw this amazing prompt...and the following was written. She insists I crosspost as many places as possible, so...here goes it.

( In which Ruby is wildly inappropriate. )

Hi.

I was without internet for...gosh, I don't even know. It drove me insaaaaane.

Anyway, about Michael Jackson. I'd noticed that there was one of those Writer's Block things asking about a favorite song...and I know I don't know all of them, but I thought I'd mention a few.

You Are Not Alone: I remember hearing this song at...I guess it was a school dance. It's not a hugely vivid memory, in fact it's really vague...but I remember white and red and a pleasant feeling, so that's good. ETA: Especially considering that there's not many good memories from that point in my life.

Black Or White: How could you not like this song?

Bad: Because I associate it with the following video.

( Religious but (in my opinion) hilarious content ahead. You have been warned. )

So after that last post, I decided to make a list of the characters I've played and their fatherly relationships. Because I'm a dork like that.

( Fathers - what the fudge happened to them? )

You know, I realized today that a massive amount of the characters I roleplay have dead fathers. Almost all the ones I have on LJ do: Lana, Kira, Sam (Montgomery, not Winchester), the demons of course. Clark's got TWO dead daddies!

Why do I play so many characters without dads? Does that say something about me?

I fail at updating.

Internet has been fixed for a few days now. I still have no idea what the problem was, but it was screwed up and really annoying. People had to come out. One of them played my guitar.

I get the feeling my icons are going to slowly become more and more Supernatural related. Because Smallville is just...ugh. Doomsday just killed me, and not in any way that is good. At least Supernatural rips me apart in an amazingly satisfying way. By the way, is it fall yet?

I have some SPN Season 3 disks from Netflix this week. I mean no disrespect to Genevieve Cortese, but I do realize I missed Katie Cassidy. I don't prefer one over the other. It's not really fair to compare the two, I don't think. I like all the actresses who've played Ruby at one point or another. Anyway, glad to be able to go back and really listen to what she's saying this time knowing what happens and see if she's sooooorta telling the truth but not really, or just flat out lying her face off the whole time. I know I've forgotten a lot of it.

Oh, which reminds me: I have now officially seen every episode of Supernatural at least once.

Dude, I love that show. The plot. Oh, the plot. SPN PLOT > SV PLOT

And I can just hear shipwrecking asking about the pretty. Yes, yes, the boys are pretty (as have been the ladies who've come and gone). I'm not lost on this. It's just not quite as important to me.

Internet still out. Come on, cable people, move your behinds!

And bring me some pie fries pizza Chinese while you're at it!